k8iekate

People say we are the perfect couple.

We don’t fight.We get along pretty well.

But sometimes it gets a little too boring..

I made an effort to spice up the relationship a bit.

and so I tried to be sweet-er and leave the boyfriend messages and little sweet nothings just so he’d know I was thinking of him.

so far all I got is "uuuuhh, I love you too."

it’s depressing!

It’s like baking some grand cake for a diabetic. In the end it gets
ignored.

Although I don’t think he actually ignores me, but I always end up
feeling that my efforts are futile and unappreciated.

well maybe I’m just expecting too much

or maybe I’m too sweet

corny even

that he’s too cool to make a love letter back or just a note that simply says

"Thanks love, you are so sweet."

baaahhh!!!

so now I’m thinking…this will be the last time I do something like this for him. Maybe.

A friend once asked me
If given a chance to do it all over again
would I do things differently?

NO.
I try to appreciate the things I took for granted
it makes me feel that all turned out the way it should.
I believe that everything happens for a reason and that reason is what you have decided it would be.

Sure, it’s nice to go back again and do things the "right" way
and be a "better" person but then again
I’m not sorry about the way I am now.
My experience of LIFE I can say
has made me stronger and wiser
I wouldn’t be where I’m at if I had chose to live my life differently.