Why do I even bother?
People say we are the perfect couple.
We don’t fight.We get along pretty well.
But sometimes it gets a little too boring..
I made an effort to spice up the relationship a bit.
and so I tried to be sweet-er and leave the boyfriend messages and little sweet nothings just so he’d know I was thinking of him.
so far all I got is "uuuuhh, I love you too."
it’s depressing!
It’s like baking some grand cake for a diabetic. In the end it gets
ignored.
Although I don’t think he actually ignores me, but I always end up
feeling that my efforts are futile and unappreciated.
well maybe I’m just expecting too much
or maybe I’m too sweet
corny even
that he’s too cool to make a love letter back or just a note that simply says
"Thanks love, you are so sweet."
baaahhh!!!
so now I’m thinking…this will be the last time I do something like this for him. Maybe.
